Grey Shadow
Sympathy from people who face possible tragedy on daily basis means a lot to me, thank you for those kind words of condolances.
It was beyond most peoples imagination that such a thing could happen here, and aprticulary in the way it did.
I must admit that my first instinctive reaction was to think that it had a completely different origin, and when I realised after an hour that my assumptions was dead wrong I felt a sincere shame for it.
I believe many of us did get that feeling of "meeting ourselves in the doorway" in the aftermath of the tragedy, but it was in some way a kind of comfort to know that it was aomething we couldn't possibly have foreseen and taken any precautions for.
We're still working our way through it, and some day we will get there.
Hopefully without giving up our ideals.