Well, your doing good now here, for the past 30 minutes anyway. Now, you ought to try to keep it up so that folks you have a bad reputation with both here and in your life will start to think differently about you, in time, if you did this, it will also help increase your self-esteem. However, even with that said, if possible, I think you ought to seek counseling and go there. That is more important for you now then anything else, including the military right now. If you do some counseling and they can assist you with your outlook on life, you military time and your immediate future will be much more successful.
The way you are now, I don't think your ready for the military mentally from what I see here. Your gonna get hollered at one too many times and say or do something that will get you tossed in the brig or worse.

Originally Posted by AikiRooster

Well, your doing good now here, for the past 30 minutes anyway. Now, you ought to try to keep it up so that folks you have a bad reputation with both here and in your life will start to think differently about you, in time, if you did this, it will also help increase your self-esteem. However, even with that said, if possible, I think you ought to seek counseling and go there. That is more important for you now then anything else, including the military right now. If you do some counseling and they can assist you with your outlook on life, you military time and your immediate future will be much more successful.
The way you are now, I don't think your ready for the military mentally from what I see here. Your gonna get hollered at one too many times and say or do something that will get you tossed in the brig or worse.

Well not to make any excuses I usually vent whenever I come on my PC in some form. I have self control when I have alot at stake. I mean of course I'll quietly brood inside my head but I can contain things pretty easily. I learned how to do this at jobcorps. As for counseling its not really an option. We cant afford it at this point. Plus my aunts a good enough councelor, she has some kind of degree in psychology. In truth to be honest one the reasons I've acted like such a dick on here is nobody really gave me a chance to show my good side at any point when posting here.

hey Jim, Well, be at the Wal Mart parking lot off Saber road in Va Beach Friday at 1620, bring nothing but goggles a paintball gun and 25 rounds, comp is a single elimination, free for all or teams depends on weather or not we can get two replacements, Tommy caught his foot ina tree yesterday and broke his leg in two places,and Brian got Tbobed on his Victory 2 days ago, so he might be out for a week or so.