t, I'm still only in Saigon... Everyday I think I am going to wake up back in the Jungle. After my first tour it was worse. I hardly said a word to my wife till I said yes to a divorce. When I was here I wanted to be there when I was there all I could think of was getting back on the the jungle. Been here a week now, waiting. Waiting for a mission, and when it was over I never want another.